The little hints, knowing that they make me crazy.
So smooth yet so obvious.
Never understanding the thoughts.
But always knowing what comes to mind.
The understanding of this bliss.
Having the lack of knowledge in reach.
We see it, claim to know it, let's gain control of this.
Denieing the truth of out happiness
Of our wanting, lusting, our needing.
Uncontrollable anxiety hits the mind.
Flooding out every thought.
And the heart begins to strain.
Just to keep a steady pace.
Keep up with the rushing blood.
Flowing threw my veins.
Just to stay alive...To see you.
The smiles in your eyes.
What keeps me going.
When everything has stopped, you seem to be in motion.
I'm destined to find out why.

G'night.

Evol.

Currently Reading The Problem of Pain By C. S. Lewis see related

The lines, the empty page
        The hatred is unimagenable from your treason
                  From all the different countries
Mind scrambling thoughts
        Stressing this genious mind
                  While it struggles to think of something
Waiting, anticipating this amazing day
        With all the heartbroke nations
                  Stand united, with one mission
To stop this epidemic
        Your lies, and your fake esclimations
                  To avenge all of their dignity ripped away by you
Finding something to write
        My hand starts shaking I can't blame anyone,
                  Anything, but you
It starts comming out, scrambled like a child
        Startling anything in it's path
                  The words keep pouring out
The notes come to my head
        Rattling away in hatetred, love, lust 
                  So smoothly do they come out
The chorus has began
       Stand with me in shame,

                     They rejoice in this beauty 
                      The people are chanting......

"All Hail The Heart Breaker"

Love.